Getting coffee in the afternoon is something I love. That Sunday afternoon I walked towards the house of one of my best friends, the street was empty, but the calm and silence that filled the city at that time contrasted with the turmoil of my thoughts in recent months: There was something I wanted to tell.
Why hide one of the facets that will accompany me throughout life? ... For me it is only a feature of many that define me, it's totally safe, not hurt anyone .... And yet why he attaches so much importance? Why so afraid of tell?
Why hide one of the facets that will accompany me throughout life? ... For me it is only a feature of many that define me, it's totally safe, not hurt anyone .... And yet why he attaches so much importance? Why so afraid of tell?
So absorbed was I walked almost without realizing the great distance that had to my destination and when I entered the gate I noticed how the frenzied activity inside me did not even feel the cold, so intense for a southerner, that day. Finally, I rang the bell and open the door to the joy of seeing my friend, after so long made me forget what I was working so far ...
She had invited me to coffee, and that's what we did, take a tray with coffee, two cups, sugar ... and sit in the heat of the round table to take, as the conversation flowed. ... A theme going on to another without stopping .... Perhaps
long time no see, what I had experienced it lately, or my desire to open inside me that day, did we increasingly contaráramos most intimate things. Lots of feelings, usually enclosed in a corner of the heart, began to leave, until he got one, alive, very intense, like a torrent that escaped from jail where he had always been a prisoner ...
I said
She had invited me to coffee, and that's what we did, take a tray with coffee, two cups, sugar ... and sit in the heat of the round table to take, as the conversation flowed. ... A theme going on to another without stopping .... Perhaps
long time no see, what I had experienced it lately, or my desire to open inside me that day, did we increasingly contaráramos most intimate things. Lots of feelings, usually enclosed in a corner of the heart, began to leave, until he got one, alive, very intense, like a torrent that escaped from jail where he had always been a prisoner ...
I said
"I'm gay. ..
His gaze away from the surprise, was understanding and tenderness ... laughed softly
"You've gone red ...
I laughed too, Why reflex, by nerves?
slowly walked over, kissed my cheek and whispered
-always suspected that you were ...
As much as you do not ask me why I suspected ... I had reason was most important at that time ... and only much later discovered that unconsciously already had said long before that day. ..
After that moment my heart was free ... and I could tell lots of experiences that had previously been audited by the mind, which so often prefers to hide what you really are because of fear of rejection, to be different to be a misunderstood ...
The conversation dragged on for hours, but it was she who heard me patiently while I talked and talked ... Not everyone has the qualities of this girl ... Maybe that's why you want both, and perhaps for that very reason was also the first person that I confessed my highest and most hidden secret until then, become their custodian. I know she keeps it as one of its greatest jewels, because it is the cause of this complicity so special that has arisen between us.
Today I have not yet made public, remains a secret known only to share with friends whom I really trust ... Although maybe that attitude I close many roads ...
And you ...
how and when you tell him?
why did you? Or why not do it?